Did you know

that there's only 23 days left until my wedding?! People at work make fun of me because on any given day, they can ask "how many?" and I will promptly answer with the number of days left until the wedding. They do it all the time. In meeting is their favorite so they can all laugh at me together :) In a nice way. They are excited for me and I appreciate it.

Speaking of appreciation, they threw a shower for Lee and me yesterday. Wow. We got a TON of stuff. Seriously, Lee's work is having a shower for us next week and they asked what we wanted. I had to look at our registries to see and I was like, where is all the stuff we wanted?! Oh, right, my co-workers bought it all! haha. It was super super thoughtful of everyone and I truly appreciated the entire day :) It's amazing how much it means to me to hear that other people are so excited about it! My favorite thing that we got? A Keurig personal brewer! It takes those little pods and makes one cup at a time! I have been wanting one forever!! I have already used it twice!




I kind of want to be a bridezilla right now and bitch about how rude and selfish and un-thoughtful some wedding-related people are being. I'm not going to because I need to not dwell on it and move on because the last few days have been pretty rough for me. I have to realize that this day is for me and Lee and I cannot make everyone else happy and no matter what I do, I cannot make everyone have a great time that day. My only hope is that Lee and I both have a great time. I'm sure that we will :)

So I have finally given into being completely consumed with planning for the wedding. I can no longer focus on ANYTHING other than wedding plans! I promise that I'm trying to concentrate on work, but then I think "Oh! I need to make a list of things I need to bring with me on the wedding day, I need to order those flowers and that candy or I need to call and check on the flower girls dress (absolutely adorable btw) and I need to make a to do list for this weekend and one for next weekend, now how many weekends are left, and I need to email the wedding party so that I know when everyone gets here or I need to make a detailed schedule of the wedding day and i can't forget to pick up my dress next week and is there anything else i'm forgetting?" Seriously. That is what is going on in my head at every moment of the day. It's exhausting! Yet I can't sleep because all I can do is think those thoughts!! Haha! I kind of like it though :)

I lied in my last post, I have 2 full weeks in June then only half of a week. How am I going to make it?! Hopefully I will calm down after I can check a couple of things off of my list. I plan on accomplishing some of that this weekend. Also this weekend, we are going to see Aubree, our flower girl's, first dance recital :) She's 3 and I think it's going to be adorable and hilarious! She requested that we all go to get snow cones afterward! How cute is she?! I love it! I plan on taking pictures to post later.