Success and Embarrassment

I fit into my size 8's this morning!!!!!! This is a huge deal for me because I have been trying to lose weight off and on since January. I will be the first to admit that I haven't been very dedicated to it until recently. Mostly because of the fear of the wedding! lol. I usually don't like talking about weight, good or bad, but I have been working hard for this. I am far from my ultimate goal, but this is a very encouraging step.

So I have been sort of sick since last Tuesday. I was really sick on Sunday morning, but honestly, I was surprised I wasn't worse since I pretty much ignored my symptoms and drank and didn't rest a lot due to the events of the weekend. Then yesterday I was just sitting at my desk and I suddenly felt like I was going to pass out. I didn't know what to do. I mean, what do you do? I didn't just want to pass out at my desk, so I freaked out for a minute then went over to a girl I am pretty good friends with here. It was really embarrassing and I didn't want to be dramatic about it but I didn't know what else to do. We have a dr and nurse in our building so she called the nurse and said that i needed her to come up here. Well, a couple of minutes later I felt like I could walk down there so we did. And we found out that a police officer and security came up to our floor with a wheelchair for me. Completely embarrassing. The nurse had no idea what was wrong and I don't blame her because I have no idea what happened. They sent me home. I have an appt with my dr in the morning to get things checked out. Normally I wouldn't do that, but I had a similar incident several months ago and I actually had a seizure when I passed out but I was in a dr's office at the time and they didn't seem to be worried about it so neither was I. I'm sure that it's nothing but I should make sure. Everyone is acting like I'm crazy for being at work today. My boss basically told me to go home. I guess I will at lunch. It's weird, because really I feel okay. Not great, but not so terrible that I can't go to work. Okay, sorry that was long and dramatic. Basically I just wanted to say that I was completely mortified by the whole officer and wheelchair thing.

Tomorrow we are going to Lawton. We have a pre marital counseling meeting. Super fun. Then on Saturday we have a wedding shower. Yay, it's really starting to feel real! And I'm excited for Easter on Sunday. Any holiday that requires ham, deviled eggs, and candy is a good one in my book! Haha :)