TGIF

Do you ever wonder if you're always going to be counting down to Friday? It seems like every week I'm just waiting for it to be Friday! I can't even enjoy my Sunday because I'm thinking "we just have to go to work tomorrow". Someone once told me not to wish my life away, and so now every time I wish it was Friday I think about that. But today is Friday so for now I am content :)

Yesterday was a bad day. I don't really know why because nothing that bad happened, just a few little things I guess, mostly surrounding the wedding. I feel that I am turning into a Bridezilla. :( I kind of don't care because I'm tired of worrying about everyone else but me. First, I changed the location of the rehearsal dinner to the place that I really wanted to have it in the first place. We had originally decided not to have it there because it was so far away from the chapel and didn't want to make everyone drive across town (I know I have explained this before, bear with me) Then when I told Lee about my plans to change it, he was concerned about people (mainly his parents, so who cares, they can ride with someone) not being able to find it or not wanting to drive or whatever. I promptly exploded and told him that I don't care about anyone else because we are paying for it and it's our wedding and I will have the dinner wherever I want! Whoa. Then yesterday morning, I woke up from a terrible dream in which our rehearsal dinner went so awry and nothing happened like it was supposed to, the pork chops we ordered (what? we are not having pork chops) were raw and the staff said they didn't have any more to cook and they couldn't just cook the raw ones. Then we had all of these things planned that I missed because I was in some back room trying to figure out why all of these people were there that weren't invited to the dinner OR the wedding for that matter. Then I kept changing clothes, then it was suddenly over. Lee said (in the dream) that he just went ahead with all of the activities (one of which was his fraternity singing a song to each other. he was not in a fraternity in real life) because he was tired and just wanted to get the night over with. I woke up in a huge panic, and that set off the rest of the day. Among several other little things that I was annoyed about, one of my bridesmaids texted me saying that she had tried to make a reservation at one of the hotels we have reserved. They told her that our agreement with them was only tentative and they couldn't reserve it for her. What?! WTF man? That happened when I was on my way home from work, so I ran into the house and found our contract with the hotel and called the guy. Of course, it was 5:30 so he wasn't there, but I left him a message and I am looking forward to bitching to him about it when I talk to him today. And if he doesn't call by the time I'm out of my morning meeting, I'm calling him back. And I'm sad because I was trying to complain to Lee about everything, and he wither a) sided with the person(s) I was unhappy with, or b) just didn't care. Doesn't he know by now to just agree with me and say it sucks and go on??? UGH! I absolutely went off of my diet last night and drank a beer and ate candy. It made me feel better. (not really, but let's pretend)

Hopefully today will be better. I mean, it will be because we get off of work at 2 today to go to McNellie's! I am hoping to sneak out after about an hour because we have some serious housework to do before Lee's mom gets here tomorrow. And because I was informed yesterday that things can get a little awkward when the work group goes out and people start drinking. Wonderful.

Do you remember when you were little an on Friday nights, TGIF was on channel 8 (I thing). It was 2 hours of tv that included Family Matter and Boy Meets World and 2 others that I can't remember right now. I kind of wish that was on tonight :)